Today is one of those days that my mind can't seem to behave. All of my past nightmares and unhappy moments keep peaking up to the surface. Just driving to work this morning all these flash backs kept burning through, I had my music so loud just hoping to drown some of it out. It's kind of normal practice on a day like today, look cute, smile a lot, and act like nothings wrong.
My therapist took a break about a month ago to see her first grandchild being born. She told me that she would call to make an appointment once she was back in town and such. Well, yeah haven't received a phone call. I've been holding it together rather well considering. There seems to be a lot more on my plate than there should be. Maybe it's the buffet mentality of Vegas.

My new job, for instance, has me doing the job of receptionist, assistant HR, and assistant Accounting and is paying me very little. For what I do I should atleast make enough to survive on my own. I don't know, just frustrated I guess.

Leave me some lovely thoughts?